Meet bizzaro Rukaya

I am really enjoying my life. Honestly for the most part I always have. Even the bullshit seem funny to me. I have no regrets which sometimes seems arrogant to me but wtf. Its my life. I love to have a good time. I am a risk-taker in my personal life I like the thrill and freedom of my life. I am all out there in your face screaming whooo hooo! and loving it. I don't understand complacency. I am annoyed by boredom. SO I rarely get boredom. I love to go go go! I want to see the world and show my children the adventure of life. When I die I do not want to say" I wish I would have..." why? Meet bizzaro Rukaya: She is very laid back and quiet. She observes and listens to the winds. As extroveted and Rukaya is Bizzaro Rukaya is introverted. Bizzaro Rukaya is too serious. She is down right a snore! She is mean, bitchy and perfers to be alone.Bizzaro Rukaya plays it safe while Rukaya watches in angst. Do we all have inner opposites? I find that I am so true to myself it makes me a bit looney.

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Starting the New Year

We all make New year resolutions on New Year's eve and break them by the 2nd or 3rd day of the year. I decided a long time ago that this method does not work for me. So instead I make a list of short and long term goals for the following months. Sounds better,right? Well it is. I set a list of simple goals for myself first; thing that I can easily do and feel accomplished. 1. Walk the dog for an 30 mins twice a day. Easy enough. 2.Color code my closet (again) 3. Give away old clothes and shoes 4. Pat myself on the back once goals 1-3 are done for 21 days 5. Go to bed at a reasonable hour Easy. Long term 1. Walk more Drive less 2. Eat one more vegetable a day. 3. Volunteer at a organization of my choice once a month :D 4. Lose 2 lbs in a month keep it off for the rest of the year! 5. Pay off one debt. Not bad. I can do this! Now you see how easy it can be to set simple goals. Once those goals are done set ten more. Now these goals are very personal and you should NOT share them with anyone! This is the most important part. If someone ask, "why are you eating raw veggies now"? simple say "would you like some"? They will not ask again. Ok. Have a great year

What is the difference between sexy and rouchy? Where is the line drawn?

Balance

I was recently asked, what would it take to have balance in your life? I wanted to share this question with you. Do you feel that you have balance? The spiritual, mental, and physical balance needed to be happy. Is it possible to maintain this balance?

Vegas

Vegas at night is crazy. Life in the fast lane portrayed in the images. No matter what day of the week it is the clubs are crowded. Great Food & Shopping. I had never visited Las Vegas before but I know I'll be back . I had a blast! Thats all I can say... cuz you know... what goes on in Vegas stays in Vegas.

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coerced conformity

As all that know me are aware, I am very proud of my hertiage. My history reflects a big part of me. I am even more proud of myself. I know who I am. There are many things that you don't know about me, even more that you may never know. I want to start by having a little conversation. how can you say that you are so original and unique when you perform like everyone else? Do you dress yourself in the morning or do you check the music videos to see what you CAN wear? Are you so confused about your identiy that you require frequent media doses before you face yourself? hmmm What is your relationship with yourself? Anyway I was scrolling through this myspace...ya know reading profiles...about me sections are always interesting to a voyuer like myself. More to point I was humored by the abundant claims of original in personality and character. Yea it was amusing... women oftens used the words uncomparable, like no other bitch, or the famous always hated on. :) These same women have the same racy photos leaving little for the imagination. T&A all over the places it just tacky. mundane. go ahead flash your ass for some attention. its cute,really? pffft! As for the men, well the oh so unique photos of a bare chested over- exercised completely uninteresting. the top friend list are filled the women above. lol. Their claim to fame? well just browse thru snd see for yourself. YAWN! What is an "other"? you dont have to check a race or ethnicty box ya know. but other... well that ...Its sad. Identity. Get one, take your time though. It must compliment you.